standing on the beach
as the tsunami of your resentments
overtakes me, leaves me gasping for breath,
but all I breathe in are words that seethe.
i remember, once, you called me a house of cards,
the cruelest thing you ever said
before
but now i am that, as you slam each card
with bitter brown water, swirling it,
pulling it down with years of angry.
there’s no house any more,
just a bunch of lost cards
you are trying to drown.
So evocative, absolutely the way it feels.
It’s hard to hold back tears after reading this. Thank you.
So sad. But it will be better, even if it doesn’t feel so just right now.
Wonderful words that I can completely empathise with. Soon you will rebuild that house though and this time it will be made of something much stronger, love.