ones that walk away without saying good-bye (good-bye)
leave me shiver the rain (looking for shadows)
reasons like questions wrap me still (you left)
empty trains ride the know (without me)
the bench of the station, cold iron feel (alone)
blankness of silence, fog of your go (I wait)
no words you left, no solace or explain (mined hollow)
just gone, only gone, words secured with you (I fall)
disappeared and all, away, and spared nothing (not me)
one more voice saying
disappear
join the chorus in my head
disappear, disappear
voices haunt every moment
disappear, disappear, disappear
I listen, don’t eat, or talk, or feel
disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear
I thought I found
~stay~
but it was just another
disappear
release the last breath
of hope, like a balloon into
the grayest sky. never
return. deep, heaving sobs
of grief in a hollow ribcage.
float. no one. disappearing
led to this. a cliff. didn’t even
have to jump. searing pain
of gone. a push. and
nothing.
Talking to the Clouds 