you were stay

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when i was lost and you were stay,

i fell and fell, but you were catch, and hold,

mountains threatened, but you, soar,

flew me, and softly settled, places of peace.

when i was buckled by screaming,

you were music, sweet calm, rocking me

back, inside, through, beside you.

i am lost again and i wait for your stay

stay stay stay, I feel only silence, but cry

for my stay.

still you stay

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I laugh, I cry,

I run in and out

of dark forests

 

still you stay

 

I cherish the sun

but  weep when

the sea takes her

 

still you stay

 

I smile at stars

but wonder

why they leave

 

still you stay

 

I sing in colors

but curse darkness

when it scares me

 

still you stay

 

I walk the beach

breathe the sea

but must always go

 

still you stay

 

I live warmth

but dissolve trembling

when the cold comes

 

still you stay

still

you stay

still

you

stay

disappear

one more voice saying

disappear

join the chorus in my head

disappear, disappear

voices haunt every moment

disappear, disappear, disappear

I listen, don’t eat, or talk, or feel

disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear

I thought I found

~stay~

but it was just another

 

disappear

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