a shade of green
for every promise
that summer makes
a shade of green
for every promise
that summer makes
sand holds
last days of summer
taken by tides
sunflower faces
search the fields all summer
red barn looks on
carefree mornings
sandy days, low tide children,
shadows behind
Her name was June, but she left in May,
before the sunflowers could bloom and ask
for more days. In the stone church, whispers
spoke of the claim: cancer, a brain tumor.
Stolen summer laid her cold, draped in flowers
taken in their bloom. They would die soon.
I kept my head bowed, listened for June,
waited for the preaching, sobbing, and hymns to end.
In the front of the church, in a purple dress
with a black bow in her hair, June’s daughter sat;
I knew her well. She looked straight ahead and made
no sound, and that is why I kept my head down.
And when the cars were gone, and I was alone
I wept, and I wept to the church and through June.
The last months of her life, when the brain tumor
grasped and haunted her head, June had changed.
And her daughter, so many days, so many different
colored bows, would tell stories of the crazy things
her mom would do and stay. And it wasn’t June.
It wasn’t your Mom. I cry because we have lost
part of summer, but I weep for her girl in the purple dress,
and the June she remembered as she sat on those steps.
I keep them frozen in the moment of joy,
soaring through southern summer heat
with squeals and laughter that only linger
in tender youth. Their toes point like dancers,
hands reach skyward – up, up, up –
it’s all out there for them to seize,
a sky of possibilities, where each will find
her own blue, create her clouds.
Time may move, but I keep them here, safe,
in this place, where their summer days at the lake
pass gently, with joy and promise. As long as I
hold them here, in a golden frame,
they shall never be swallowed up
by the dark, cold waters beneath them.
Let go let go let go
Fly from where you stood,
your feet mired in the thick, angry mud
of disappointment and wrong turns.
Your body is no longer weighed down,
like rain-soaked earth.
It all falls away, sweet raindrops
from a summer cloud.
Let go let go let go
The sun lifts you, pulls you in
and you fly, leave it all behind,
freeze there in your mind,
soaring, silent, set free,
then eased into the azure water below,